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breathe my breath
hope i can see you again
there's no death
call it sleep and let me rest
you don't see me for who i am
don't complete me, just skew my remains
take forever to build me back up
say you miss me, i don't care, i'm gone
i cant stop thinking about
how happy i would be now
if i had never met you
you hurt me and i don't know how to deal with you
you told me how you felt but it was never true
i hate it when you're near and when you're not too
wish i could take all that back from you
you don't see me for who i am
don't complete me, just skew my remains
take forever to build me back up
say you miss me, i don't care, i'm gone
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[wells]
and i know what you think about
cut me with your words cuz my scar tissue dont make a sound
and im silent when i walk around
cuz when i make noise people look at me and then i drown
then i drown for you
yeah i drown with you
hurt my heart, yeah you do
swimming through the void with an old god
keep my eyes closed and my breath soft
how did i get here, i can't remember
gone since november, you know my heart hurts
but i'm used to that, hold me close, push me back
pierce my throat, drain it cold
taste my soul, you're alone
[bella]
you've got me valuable
treat me like the ahkbar shah
destroy who i am, sell me off
lose me forever i won't be found
i wanna shout at you
asthmatic lungs silencing me
and i know that you're disappointed
rather be a disappointment than a liar
i keep my head down, i'd rather be invisible
everybody shows fake love it's whatever though
i don't always have prayers to say
sometimes i just ask "oh god, oh why?"
[wells]
and i know what you think about
cut me with your words cuz my scar tissue dont make a sound
and im silent when i walk around
cuz when i make noise people look at me and then i drown
then i drown for you
yeah i drown with you
hurt my heart, yeah you do
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[wells]
i see darkness everytime that you're not looking
i can't find peace in my soul but i'm not giving up on searching
babygirl where did you go i needed help and you went missing
getting used to feeling bad alone i think that i'm addicted
[9souls]
help me, i've been struck down baby
so fast, my heart stopped beating
bright lights, there's an angel awaiting
do i get a halo, is my soul worth saving?
perfect, if i'm you then i'm perfect
perfect, i know i don't deserve this
cold lips, all the pain is it worth it
breathless, am i dead or just quiet?
perfect, if i'm you then i'm perfect
perfect, i know i don't deserve this
cold lips, all the pain is it worth it
breathless, am i dead or just quiet?
[wells]
i hear the angels calling out my name
and they're promising relief from pain
oh i only have myself to blame
for disappearing in a strange way
i've been feeling so estranged of late
and the sun is seldom setting and the trees decay
my heart begins to harden as i near the day
when the angels pull me higher to my final fate
oh god i hear the voices
i can't be here with you anymore
feeling lost and alone, phase through floors hover slow
longinus through my chest, the core drill cut my flesh
taking pills go to sleep, growing wings, what's it mean
monitor doesn't beep, i'm still not ready
if i'm you then im perfect, perfect
i know i don't deserve this, cold lips
all the pain is it worth it, breathless
am i dead or just quiet?
[9souls + wells]
perfect, if i'm you then i'm perfect
perfect, i know i don't deserve this
cold lips, all the pain is it worth it
breathless, am i dead or just quiet?
perfect, if i'm you then i'm perfect
perfect, i know i don't deserve this
cold lips, all the pain is it worth it
breathless, am i dead or just quiet?
[wells]
if i'm you then i'm perfect
i know i don't deserve this
all the pain is it worth it?
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4aco feat. d'eon
02:37
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baby i can't even hear you
i wanna be near you
but you're turning see-through
i won't give up
i'm starting to wither
i'm cold but don't shiver
i wish you were with her
but you're with me
i see demons everytime that you're not looking
i can't find peace in my soul, think i've had enough soul searching
and i think i might be evil voices tell me to hurt people that i love
on my knees and seeking guidance from above
i'm hurting can't you see that, i'm floating through the air
i think i read the wrong spell, there's lightning in my hair
the voices getting louder, from below, maybe above
he says he needs my heart back, i just laughed and shrugged
baby i can't even hear you
i wanna be near you
but you're turning see-through
i won't give up
i'm starting to wither
i'm cold but don't shiver
i wish you were with her
but you're with me
i'll hide inside my heart where you can't hurt me anymore
i'll find the right old words to chant and end up at your door
baby i can't even hear you
i wanna be near you
but you're turning see-through
i won't give up
i'm starting to wither
i'm cold but don't shiver
i wish you were with her
but you're with me
baby i can't even hear you
i wanna be near you
but you're turning see-through
i won't give up
i'm starting to wither
i'm cold but don't shiver
i wish you were with her
but you're with me
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xtal
02:41
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i want
you with me
in love
but it's skin deep
i want
you with me
in love
but it's skin deep
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weakness
02:08
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solo there's no meaning, need you with me
need you here to hurt me, til my nose bleeds
bring me to his kingdom, when my life leaves
lowered in a casket, passing by me
but how am i still breathing? underwater
dive into the deep end, hydroslaughter
heaven still protects me, bubblehearth me
pious and still standing, i don't want this
come on hurt me like you mean it
so i feel it, cut me like the deepest
til im speechless, slices in a sequence
i just need it, smile when the skin rips
you're my weakness
hurt me like you mean it
so i feel it, cut me like the deepest
til im speechless, slices in a sequence
i just need it, smile when the skin rips
you're my weakness, weakness
my heart is cold, my bones are old
my skin, it burns under the stars
my wings, they grow, they sprout
take hold of me, take hold of me
come on hurt me like you mean it
so i feel it, cut me like the deepest
til im speechless, slices in a sequence
i just need it, smile when the skin rips
you're my weakness
hurt me like you mean it
so i feel it, cut me like the deepest
til im speechless, slices in a sequence
i just need it, smile when the skin rips
you're my weakness
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hang on
03:42
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don't know why i can't see you
still you always bleed blue
angels turn me see-through
i'm gone, i'm gone
don't know why i can't see you
still you always bleed blue
angels turn me see-through
i'm gone, i'm gone
flowing with this crystal power
ringing in my ears so loud
feel my face the skin is wet
and cold, oh no
locked inside a trance for hours
start to climb the lattice tower
bones they stiffen with the wind
i long, for you
don't know why i can't see you
still you always bleed blue
angels turn me see-through
i'm gone, i'm gone
don't know why i can't see you
still you always bleed blue
angels turn me see-through
i'm gone, i'm gone
blue bird, skyward
i learned, god words
ice burned, these words
"hang on, hang on"
blue bird, skyward
i learned, god words
ice burned, these words
"hang on, hang on"
don't know why i can't see you
still you always bleed blue
angels turn me see-through
i'm gone, i'm gone
don't know why i can't see you
still you always bleed blue
angels turn me see-through
i'm gone, i'm gone
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