the pressures building up
dont know how much ill take
im carrying the weight
will i buckle underneath it
i dont want any help
i want to prove that i can do this
id rather break than give it up
id rather break every
phalange and carpal in each of my hands and ev
ery vertabrae in this kyphotic spine and ill
focus until every synapse stops firing and
diaphragm draws its last breath and id rather turn
this whole solar system into blank space
and destroy every person whose caressed my face then
admit for one moment in whispering cracks that
i can't carry this by myself
shoulders start to waver
i beg you not to look
with pride as my weakness
ill march until i drop
the weight
the reason for living ill drop
my fate
ill leave in the distance cant live
this way
and everyone says if i dont change my ways then this year is my last on
this earth
theyre wrong
im stronger than they think i swear that
they're wrong
i can do all these things i'm a god
i'm wrong
the flesh its hard and brittle and my grip looses the metal and i slip, the
guise it shatters and now
id have sooner broken every
phalange and carpal in each of my hands and ev
ery vertabrae in this kyphotic spine and id have
focused until every synapse stopped firing and my
diaphragm drew its last breath and id sooner have turned
this whole solar system back into blank space
and disappear so youd never again witness this face
than to let you watch on as my strength finally waned
and you would finally see the truth that there maybe are some things i
cannot do
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