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archangel
02:50
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sirens blaring at me
i clutch your hand and see
white light beaming down on me
from you
your breath heals me
ill never
give in
to them
theyve no i
dea
our plan
ill never
give up
my soul
our armor
wont break
wont fold
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gutter
01:58
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you drugged me
you took everything from me
now im dirty im unclean
keep your fucking claws off me
you find a girl whos weak
whos missing something
you give her what she needs
security, a place to breathe,
then you consume, what she, cant see
you're a demon
you're a monster and they love you
you're the sickness that's been poisoning my people
you're a leech, and you drank me
one day i'll get back what left me
til then i'll storm above your sea
and turn the ships you'd hope to breach
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the silver gate
03:13
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we all have our burdens to bear
we carry them high
we must try our best in this place
these are not easy trials
despite it we raise up our fists
and march firmly on
your spirit held tightly to mine
you may waver not fall
i won't let you crumble to dust
i will mend all your cracks
there's larger fates needed of us
and this torment will pass
im still haunted
by ghosts of slain pawns
of those fabled kings
of long past eons
excorcise my guilt and shame
unshackle inherited pain
and let this form succumb to dust
to heaven's gates you give me up
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metallurgy
02:48
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nothing left for me to say
so let's go our separate ways
ill still think about you every day
ill still think about you every
even though you messed me up
turned my brain to mush
somehow i miss the pain and fighting
even though the love is gone
and i'm moving on
im looking backwards through tinted glass
ven though scars havent healed
wounds reopen when i let people close
now after everything i miss you most
i was your toy and you molded me so
being loved is worse than being alone
i need to suffer i need to atone
lay my wrists down at the foot of your throne
i am a cancer just crush all my
even though you ruined me
and vanquished my steed
being your victim is all i needed
though you ripped out my heart
and tore it apart
growing it back is so disconcerting
and though bruises still weep
i dont understand why you wont hurt me
i need to tremble in fear while i sleep
that was was pushed me to look up and reach
what is a person whose not made to bleed?
is that truly a person that im meant to be?
arent i garbage thats what you told me
stop being nice to me stop it stop
even though you messed me up
turned my brain to mush
somehow i miss the pain and fighting
even though the love is gone
and i'm moving on
im looking backwards through tinted glass
ven though scars havent healed
wounds reopen when i let people close
now after everything i miss you most
i was your toy and you molded me so
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kyphosis
03:16
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the pressures building up
dont know how much ill take
im carrying the weight
will i buckle underneath it
i dont want any help
i want to prove that i can do this
id rather break than give it up
id rather break every
phalange and carpal in each of my hands and ev
ery vertabrae in this kyphotic spine and ill
focus until every synapse stops firing and
diaphragm draws its last breath and id rather turn
this whole solar system into blank space
and destroy every person whose caressed my face then
admit for one moment in whispering cracks that
i can't carry this by myself
shoulders start to waver
i beg you not to look
with pride as my weakness
ill march until i drop
the weight
the reason for living ill drop
my fate
ill leave in the distance cant live
this way
and everyone says if i dont change my ways then this year is my last on
this earth
theyre wrong
im stronger than they think i swear that
they're wrong
i can do all these things i'm a god
i'm wrong
the flesh its hard and brittle and my grip looses the metal and i slip, the
guise it shatters and now
id have sooner broken every
phalange and carpal in each of my hands and ev
ery vertabrae in this kyphotic spine and id have
focused until every synapse stopped firing and my
diaphragm drew its last breath and id sooner have turned
this whole solar system back into blank space
and disappear so youd never again witness this face
than to let you watch on as my strength finally waned
and you would finally see the truth that there maybe are some things i
cannot do
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valiance
02:25
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keep me safe
guard me with your platemail
i'm still weak
cant fend for myself
you're my guard
my valiant hero
do your job
fore im reduced to entrails
protect me
please lend me your shield
my armor is weak
block out the intrusive thoughts
and strangers who would hurt me
are you even real
are you going to betray me
can i let my guard down
or will that finally kill me?
protect me, valiant knight
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for yanny
03:10
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you are lost
but i can guide you
if you let me
my dear
take my arm
take a step
into darkness
sno such thing
there's no monsters
no one will hurt you
it's okay
sno such thing
no ghosts to haunt you
wipe off those tears
its okay
walk through the snow and the suns shining bright as it sets over mountains
that glitter in the light
and its all, not as bad, as you may have come to think, from the monsters
inside, that you cannot hear or see
cuz theyre just not there, its your mind, playing tricks
the real world is kind, the real world wants you to live
ill take care, of it all, dont you worry bout a thing
come just breathe right here, just breathe, and dont think
just breathe
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your tattered wings...
03:30
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i miss what we used to be
it all seemed so simple then
we had nothing but love and friends
my life is a fucking mess
i miss what we used to be
now my bones are killing me
im old and im rickety
please talk to me again
i miss what we used to be
havent seen you in centuries
are you better, or suffering?
have you ever forgiven me
i miss what we used to be
im sorry those songs were mean
it just hurt what you said to me
thats not what you mean to me
oohh my moth
ill bandage your wings
oohh ive lost
all those old paintings
oohh my moth
do you still play the strings
oohh i long
those duets we would sing
so often i find
that my past lovers wander through my mind
smiling and pressing their skin against mine
wake with a sweat somehow missing the times
when i knew not my destiny
when i mistreated those closest to me
when i was young and masculine and sweet
when no one had yet threw my heart in the sea
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paper plane (feat. 8485)
02:48
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see your eyes well with tears
was it something i said
i wont always be here
thats something i lament
i cant always be there
i cant always be there
i cant always be there
but ill do all that i can
if you want to, you can go back to bed
might want mine too, can we be cool with that
everybody needs a break, it's not so bad
nothing's ever gonna take the nights we've had
it's okay, i don't have to see you every single day
no, no i just want to love you while we're both awake
i just want to touch down in a safer place than this paper plane
i cant always be there
i cant always be there
i cant always be there
but ill do all that i can
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springloader
02:13
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ending this war
so red, what for
bloodied and gored
cornered, no more
nothing you say makes it hurt
you have no power
cowardly scared animal
lashing at flowers
step out in sun still your thoughts
youre in no danger
everything you feared is gone
you'll be okay here
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11. |
fabled protector
02:34
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[instrumental]
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