nothing left for me to say
so let's go our separate ways
ill still think about you every day
ill still think about you every
even though you messed me up
turned my brain to mush
somehow i miss the pain and fighting
even though the love is gone
and i'm moving on
im looking backwards through tinted glass
ven though scars havent healed
wounds reopen when i let people close
now after everything i miss you most
i was your toy and you molded me so
being loved is worse than being alone
i need to suffer i need to atone
lay my wrists down at the foot of your throne
i am a cancer just crush all my
even though you ruined me
and vanquished my steed
being your victim is all i needed
though you ripped out my heart
and tore it apart
growing it back is so disconcerting
and though bruises still weep
i dont understand why you wont hurt me
i need to tremble in fear while i sleep
that was was pushed me to look up and reach
what is a person whose not made to bleed?
is that truly a person that im meant to be?
arent i garbage thats what you told me
stop being nice to me stop it stop
even though you messed me up
turned my brain to mush
somehow i miss the pain and fighting
even though the love is gone
and i'm moving on
im looking backwards through tinted glass
ven though scars havent healed
wounds reopen when i let people close
now after everything i miss you most
i was your toy and you molded me so
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